The sky is blue today—that perfect, clear cerulean blue that only comes when the days are beginning to cool. A breeze stirs the leaves of the Japanese maple outside my window. Some of its leaves are beginning to turn red, and its helicopter seed pods shine coral in the sunlight. Across the street a stately cedar rises tall above all the other trees, the tips of its long drooping boughs stirring in the gentle wind.
These past weeks I have been reading Brian Doyle and Elizabeth Goudge. Stylistically, it’s hard to imagine two writers more different. Doyle’s terse, rhythmic prose leaps off the page and lands lightly in your mind, or your heart, while Goudge’s sentences flow like water bubbling over rocks until they settle in a deep, still pool that fills your senses and whets your imagination. Despite their stylistic differences, both writers get transcendence. Doyle sees it in the death of a mole or a game of basketball. Goudge sees it in the play of light on leaves or the layers of beechmast on the floor of a dark wood. Both understand that this temporal physical world is shot through with the eternal and the spiritual.
Until a few hundred years ago, an ordinary woman staring into the azure depths of the sky outside my window would have known she was staring into the heavens—and if she only had eyes strong enough would see into Heaven itself. The sun that I see would have been to her as the light of God that enlightens everyone. The breeze riffling the leaves would have seemed the breath of God that hovered over the waters of creation and even now breathed life again and again and again into the dark and empty brokenness of the world. And the leaves of the trees are for the healing of the nations.
We no longer think this way. Not naturally, not normally. We have to be trained to see the sky and the sea and the sun and the stars as something more than physical. Even for me, metaphorically minded though I am, such seeing is an intentional practice, something I have to work at. I must remind myself: God is here, God is holy, I am standing in His glory.
Writers like Doyle and Goudge, and countless others, help me to remember.
They teach me to see not only the surface and stuff of things but the very heart that pulses in and through them. They show me a world crammed with heaven.
They call me to pay attention to what is right in front of me, and to recognize it for what it truly is: itself, yes, but also more than itself; a glimpse of the glory and goodness of God. These writers’ voices sing to the soul, their vision shines and hauls my eyelids up in wonder to the trees and the sky and the sun, to a glimpse of God’s glory and goodness. And is that not the end for which we were created, to glorify God and enjoy Him forever?
Though the sun is shining in a cloudless sky, the days are growing shorter, cooler. Fall is coming, and then it will be winter, and my world will turn gray and damp and cold. The leaves will fall from the maple in a shower of crimson glory, and they will wither on the ground and turn brown and disintegrate into dust. From dust you are, to dust you shall return. And yet—the disintegrated dust of those leaves is the soil in which my snowdrops will emerge, lifting their fragile green necks from the earth, holding their hoary heads high.
K.C. Ireton is the author of The Circle of Seasons: Meeting God in the Church Year and Cracking Up: A Postpartum Faith Crisis. An avid reader, she is especially fond of old books and home-schools her four children so that she can spend her days reading and learning all sorts of interesting things. K.C. is pleased as punch to be writing for The Cultivating Project!
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